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A Fight to Survive

by Eternal Insomnia

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1.
Intro 01:39
2.
Howling Wind 05:00
3.
Last man standing Eyes to the distance Waiting for the rain to come Let it all pour Down on this body Let the water wash the pain away I am the father I am the son I am the savior I am the scum I am the crazy I am forlorn With nothing left You come undone Let it all pour Down on this body Let the water wash the pain away The demands were high, the greatest sacrifice Letting go of the one, so that the rest survives But after ages, there is no reason why For trusty servants to still prematurely die I am the father I am the son I am the savior I am the scum I am the crazy I am forlorn With nothing left You come undone Let it all pour Down on this body Let the water wash the pain away Away Floating down where the ocean meets the sea Lost and unfound, it is too late for me The demands were high, the greatest sacrifice Letting go of the one, so that the rest survives But after ages, there is no reason why For trusty servants to still prematurely die You are the father You are the son You are the savior You are the scum
4.
Since yesterday A fight to survive I’m loading up To conquer the demons in this life A tooth for a tooth An eye for an eye I will not bow down Even if only half of me survives And so they fall I will slay them all Violate Disintegrate My body My cage This fierce elixir Running through my veins Furious and vile Destroying everything in its place I try to hold on Hold on with all my might It’s to no avail I’m only a spectator in my own fight In my own fight Will I survive? Aegrescit medendo Aegrescit medendo Aegrescit medendo I was never in control I step aside Breathing calmy I am alive Violate Disintegrate My body My cage My body is my cage
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Forevet Lost 05:10
I thought that I could make amends I fought until the bitter end My downfall made me finally realize The false mirror I had put before my eyes The wounds laid bare The vessel empty The scourge destroyed More than the eye can see Traversing down on the river red Of the venom the masses so massively bled The stream of consciousness is fading to black Tired of waiting no redemption ahead Forever lost in this forsaken place Forgotten are my long lost days Soul of a soldier With a broken body The heart of an innocent child Aging so fast The wounds laid bare The vessel empty The scourge destroyed More than the eye can see Traversing down on the river red Of the venom the masses so massively bled The stream of consciousness is fading to black Tired of waiting no redemption ahead Let the sky fall On my broken spirit Let me lie here Drenched and cold Let the light die I won’t need it I close my eyes As death takes hold Forever lost in this forsaken place Forgotten are my long lost days I am no soldier I am no warrior A crippled fighter Fractured and bled
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With your body aching you keep plowing through You have a weary soul, but that won’t ever slow you down You keep your secrets in hope no one will feel That your heart is heavy, the hurt you must conceal Insanity beyond reproach Into the storm I will rise again Insanity beyond reproach This rising tide I must stand against Take away all the pain Tear away the charade Strip away all the shame And behold what remains You keep on running, but you have nowhere to hide Embrace the truth, spill the gloom bottled up inside Follow this confounded path and take a look at what you find That yesterday’s heavy clouds are now today’s clear skies No I’ve done it always and like this is how I do You might claim common sense, but I will never follow you So let me fall down, because I will never see Your voice of reason, oh wait, that voice is me The voice is me Insanity beyond reproach Into the storm I won’t rise again Insanity beyond reproach This rising tide I can’t stand against All the pain taken away (All the pain taken away) The charade torn away (The charade torn away) The shame stripped away And now, nothing remains
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The essence of all before me As long as I could make you see The twilight that keeps on pulling Grasping firmly at me The corruption is ever growing It is rotting from the core Pushing slowly towards the surface In its wake ruins beyond restore The seams are all torn Hope is forlorn In the fallacy of false reality Persisting eternally in this realm of insanity Where you failed to see And you failed to hear The curtains came down Your mind is forever clouded With the lies that you fabulate At hand is all the wisdom But denial sedates Still the feeling will overcome you One day you might realize A domain of impassable darkness The look through other’s eyes The embellishment of all Shattered in pieces it will fall The seams are all torn Hope is forlorn In the fallacy of false reality Persisting eternally in this realm of insanity Where you failed to see And you failed to hear The curtains came down
8.
Respite 05:21
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A darkness risen, dearth of light Broken souls look up to starless night This newfound void inside Forever remembers the day our prospect died With certainty of tragedy, hopes reeling into turmoil A future bountiful with fertile thoughts, lies barren on this broken soil Abundance feasts in the distance, yet in famine we will sleep Faint the notion of forsaken children, of misery they weep Of misery we weep No trace to leave behind Only our footprints fading slowly Decaying over time A hollow portrait, empty streams Deceitful, nothing is as it seems Fixated on extremes One’s true self lies somewhere in between With certainty of tragedy, hopes reeling into turmoil A future bountiful with fertile thoughts, lies barren on this broken soil Abundance feasts in the distance, yet in famine we will sleep Faint the notion of forsaken children, of misery they weep Broken We are Worthless Fear not the darkest hours of life There is merely absence of light Only death, renders hope futile
10.
De ordeloze chaos Eist mijn aandacht op Stemmen in de duisternis Mijn gedachten slaan op hol Al lang zijn zij vergeten Geluk is een dwaalbegrip Het waanidee van pais en vree Een verdorven aangezicht Het zaad ontkiemt Er groeit een roos Maar zodra de winter valt Dan vriest die dood Alles is eindig Niemand die de dood bedriegt Daarom begrijp ik Alles is voor niets De ordeloze chaos Eist mijn aandacht op De duisternis schreeuwt luider Ik ga eraan kapot Al lang zijn zij vergeten Geluk is een dwaalbegrip De ondergang van pais en vree Een verdorven aangezicht

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Music and Lyrics by Eternal Insomnia 2022 (Jordan & Netherlands): Terry Stooker (vocals). Qutaiba Assaf (music). Adnan Rawashdeh (drums). Guests: Rik van Schaaik (second vocals: into the storm). Many
thanks to our fans & supporters. Drums recorded at Plug Studio and Rehearsal Room. Mixed and mastered by Qutaiba Assaf.

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released February 11, 2022

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